So I'm currently at pre-service orientation and I'm started to get really scared about leaving everyone. I started thinking about the kids and the cats, as ridiculous as it sounds. Then my dad left me a message saying that he hoped I had a time. It really touched me. My dad doesn't talk to me like that. I almost started crying thinking about the cats and kids missing me and my dad actually caring about me.
I didn't think it would be this hard. I don't want it to be this hard. Yet at the same time I'm so excited about this opportunity. I'm excited to "do good" in the world and have roommates that I really get along with. I wish it were easy.
I'm having fun here in Phillidelphia, but I can't stop thinking about home and what I'll be leaving. I know Alex and Dominick will be asking: "where's Kelly?" I hate that thought.
Right now I'm tipsy in Phillidelphia with some amazing people. I should be happy.
