I suppose I'm the motherly sort.

I didn't think it would be this hard to move away from them, or leave when I come home for a visit. It's beginning to dawn on me that I often feel like they are my children. I want to move away from home, have an adventure and do my own thing for a while. However, they're making this very difficult for me. I almost want to blame my sister for bringing them all into our house and making me to attached to them. I think about leaving them and I just start sobbing. It's bad.